Despite it being the fresh start of the new year, I left last year in a huge cloud dust. During October I started feeling myself reaching a mental burn out, I tried my best to knock out the Halloween content even while having a million things to deal with. November was not much better. I took a small break in December (Back, 12/15/18). I say "small" because I only took a break from making content. I still had so much to do before even attempting some of the Christmas content I had planned. Christmas came and gone, then the new year. There was never anymore breaks for me before the MV Awards began. January so far has been my most productive month, content wise, I pretty much averaged a video a day after all the stuff I cranked out for the MV Awards. I never took a break.
My mental burn out was growing worse before I could even realize. I was ignoring signs that my mental burn out was becoming more physical. First my bad headaches, shoulder, then my feet, later down the road after other things it affected my stomach, which now tells me I need to take an actual break, I need to actually try to take care of myself more. Things got really scary and painful this past week, I will spare the details but I believe I have learned my lesson.
Pretty much starting now I am going to try to take more time to myself. Im going to NOT push myself harder for once. Some things may change some may not. I will be giving myself off days for once, and not just the off week once a month BS Ive been doing for months now. I will take real days off, PLANNED days off.
I will be 80% giving up my vanilla work. It has become too physically taxing on me.
As for Patreon, there will be a delay with the releases for Feb. but it will not be later than the 14th.
ManyVids will stay the same, I encourage my panty buyers to opt for the custom vid option than just the adding a basic vid.
I will soon spend some time on MyGirlFund so I can start doing more laid back stuff than just constantly doing things.
I hope everyone can understand and can please respect my time. Even as I write this I am fighting a pounding headache from all the stress this weekend has caused me. My body feels like I have been in a marathon, I just feel like complete shit. So I need to take some ME time for once.
(TL;DR: I am burnt out physically + mentally. I will stop ignoring my body's signs. I am taking a break from pushing myself. Some stuff will be delayed but not too much. I feel like complete shit. Please do not ignore your body.)
Kiss kiss meow!
Kitty <3 p="">3>
*If you would like to help make things less stressful you can help by buying my already made videos on MissKittyMoon.ManyVids.com or sending money directly ( Cash.me/$KittyMoon or PayPal.me/MissKittyMoon ) I offer many options and ways to lend a hand, just DM me to discus things.*
Showing posts with label New Year. Show all posts
Showing posts with label New Year. Show all posts
Monday, January 28, 2019
Wednesday, December 19, 2018
2019
My 2019 Goals
**- SW related only
- Stay hydrated
- Take needed vitamins/supplements
- Workout, yoga, or something
- Camera UPGRADE
- And get new equipment (mic, tripods, etc.)
- See my mom
- GLASSES
- Organize kitchen cabinets
- Meditate
- Pap smear (Its been forever!)
- Plan the much needed diet plan for health/gains
- 2nd savings I hope to never touch or drain until I buy land or something major.
- Make top 100 on MV!!**
- Take better care if my hair (ie more DIY treatments, new scissors)
- Re-pot my aloe plant
- Finally buy that new cookware I've been talking about needing since 2016
- 800+ credit score (dying laughing)
- Sleep better
- Try to eat 1 serving of fruit and veggies, each.
- Average $1k/month MINIMUM from SW (barely getting $500)**
- The tattoo I've been wanting for 10 years
- Create something non-SW related at least once a month
- Braces (possibly invisalign)
- Actually stock up on essentials so I don't always run out
- Less pointless inconveniences
- Average more than 4 hrs of sleep a night
- Make a routine or schedule
- Finally replace my make up with stuff that's not old or that I am allergic too...
Added after publishing this blog
- Camper trailer due to move
COMPLETED/Removed due to moving
- Fully convert my spare room into my "dressing" room** (removed)
- Let go of some clutter (books, mags, some collectibles, odds/ends) (COMPLETE)
- Paint an accent wall to break up the blue-gloom-gray walls (removed)
- Work on projects (I still have the rocks I collected for my project) (removed)
- Give myself a little hangout area in the backyard (removed)
- Somehow recycle despite my shitty trash service (removed)
- Renovate MyKittyFund.com** (removed)
- New kitchen appliances (very doubtful) (removed)
- Have at least one alternative filming area** (removed)
- Fix up bathroom (new towel rack, replace lights, new curtain, etc.) (removed)
- Fully update all my clip sites** (COMPLETE)
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