Despite it being the fresh start of the new year, I left last year in a huge cloud dust. During October I started feeling myself reaching a mental burn out, I tried my best to knock out the Halloween content even while having a million things to deal with. November was not much better. I took a small break in December (Back, 12/15/18). I say "small" because I only took a break from making content. I still had so much to do before even attempting some of the Christmas content I had planned. Christmas came and gone, then the new year. There was never anymore breaks for me before the MV Awards began. January so far has been my most productive month, content wise, I pretty much averaged a video a day after all the stuff I cranked out for the MV Awards. I never took a break.
My mental burn out was growing worse before I could even realize. I was ignoring signs that my mental burn out was becoming more physical. First my bad headaches, shoulder, then my feet, later down the road after other things it affected my stomach, which now tells me I need to take an actual break, I need to actually try to take care of myself more. Things got really scary and painful this past week, I will spare the details but I believe I have learned my lesson.
Pretty much starting now I am going to try to take more time to myself. Im going to NOT push myself harder for once. Some things may change some may not. I will be giving myself off days for once, and not just the off week once a month BS Ive been doing for months now. I will take real days off, PLANNED days off.
I will be 80% giving up my vanilla work. It has become too physically taxing on me.
As for Patreon, there will be a delay with the releases for Feb. but it will not be later than the 14th.
ManyVids will stay the same, I encourage my panty buyers to opt for the custom vid option than just the adding a basic vid.
I will soon spend some time on MyGirlFund so I can start doing more laid back stuff than just constantly doing things.
I hope everyone can understand and can please respect my time. Even as I write this I am fighting a pounding headache from all the stress this weekend has caused me. My body feels like I have been in a marathon, I just feel like complete shit. So I need to take some ME time for once.
(TL;DR: I am burnt out physically + mentally. I will stop ignoring my body's signs. I am taking a break from pushing myself. Some stuff will be delayed but not too much. I feel like complete shit. Please do not ignore your body.)
Kiss kiss meow!
Kitty <3 p="">3>
*If you would like to help make things less stressful you can help by buying my already made videos on MissKittyMoon.ManyVids.com or sending money directly ( Cash.me/$KittyMoon or PayPal.me/MissKittyMoon ) I offer many options and ways to lend a hand, just DM me to discus things.*
Monday, January 28, 2019
Monday, January 7, 2019
MV Awards 2019!
The 2019 ManyVids Awards are here!
Jan 8th 8am pst til Jan 19th 7pm pst
Here are my categories + rewards!
Store of the year is my goal! You can also PM me to mix + match rewards or for a more customize reward as well.
Now remember, If I win 1st place in a category EVERY paid voter for that category will get a CUSTOM vid.
Store of the year is my goal! You can also PM me to mix + match rewards or for a more customize reward as well.
Now remember, If I win 1st place in a category EVERY paid voter for that category will get a CUSTOM vid.
Click here to vote Store!
Rewards
$5 - 3 vids
$10 - 2 photo sets
$15 - Nude fan signs + Vid
$25 - 15 vids
$30 - Panty + Vid in panty
$50 - 50 vids
$100 - All Vids
$25 - 15 vids
$30 - Panty + Vid in panty
$50 - 50 vids
$100 - All Vids
$125 - All Vids + Photo Sets
$150 - All Vids + Full Panty Package
(Includes vid in panty, note, signed print, bagged + shipped. exclusive to STORE only)
$200 - All Vids + Photo Sets + Nude Fan Signs
$250 - Custom Vid
$150 - All Vids + Full Panty Package
(Includes vid in panty, note, signed print, bagged + shipped. exclusive to STORE only)
$250 - Custom Vid
Thank you so much for your support! All paid voters will receive discounts.
Wednesday, December 19, 2018
2019
My 2019 Goals
**- SW related only
- Stay hydrated
- Take needed vitamins/supplements
- Workout, yoga, or something
- Camera UPGRADE
- And get new equipment (mic, tripods, etc.)
- See my mom
- GLASSES
- Organize kitchen cabinets
- Meditate
- Pap smear (Its been forever!)
- Plan the much needed diet plan for health/gains
- 2nd savings I hope to never touch or drain until I buy land or something major.
- Make top 100 on MV!!**
- Take better care if my hair (ie more DIY treatments, new scissors)
- Re-pot my aloe plant
- Finally buy that new cookware I've been talking about needing since 2016
- 800+ credit score (dying laughing)
- Sleep better
- Try to eat 1 serving of fruit and veggies, each.
- Average $1k/month MINIMUM from SW (barely getting $500)**
- The tattoo I've been wanting for 10 years
- Create something non-SW related at least once a month
- Braces (possibly invisalign)
- Actually stock up on essentials so I don't always run out
- Less pointless inconveniences
- Average more than 4 hrs of sleep a night
- Make a routine or schedule
- Finally replace my make up with stuff that's not old or that I am allergic too...
Added after publishing this blog
- Camper trailer due to move
COMPLETED/Removed due to moving
- Fully convert my spare room into my "dressing" room** (removed)
- Let go of some clutter (books, mags, some collectibles, odds/ends) (COMPLETE)
- Paint an accent wall to break up the blue-gloom-gray walls (removed)
- Work on projects (I still have the rocks I collected for my project) (removed)
- Give myself a little hangout area in the backyard (removed)
- Somehow recycle despite my shitty trash service (removed)
- Renovate MyKittyFund.com** (removed)
- New kitchen appliances (very doubtful) (removed)
- Have at least one alternative filming area** (removed)
- Fix up bathroom (new towel rack, replace lights, new curtain, etc.) (removed)
- Fully update all my clip sites** (COMPLETE)
Saturday, December 15, 2018
I'm back
Sorry about my little hiatus this past week. I've had so much going on and just felt too overwhelmed but I am not dead yet lol I just needed a break, my mind didn't want to focus on reading or typing or anything really.
I've kept a lot to myself the past few months, I don't think it was or is healthy for me to just bottle it up like I have been. I also wanted to wait until I had some answers before I talked about somethings. I didn't want to sound sure of one thing and another happen instead.
To start, a few months ago I was in a wreck. There was a 3rd party involved that caused an accident between another vehicle and mine. No one was hurt, thankfully. My truck took most of the damage to the tire, so I thought. The other vehicle just needs new doors. Long story short after multiple shops working on my truck and me having to repetitively scream at my insurance that they have not fixed my truck, my truck is finally at a shop who knows what they are doing and now the insurance realizes the issues ARE IN FACT from the wreck. *rolls eyes* One day I'll talk about this little scam insurance companies have going on with slightly older vehicles.
Now the verdict is it will be in the shop until at least February, maybe much later since they have to special order my parts. After that Ill decide if I want to keep it or sale it even though I just dropped a new motor in it this year.
Also my half brother from my dad was just diagnosed with cancer and is finishing up his treatment. Crazy as this sounds, I've never met my half brother. I only found out about him later on in life. I had always hoped and wanted to meet him... But now he's gotten sick, I feel unsure if I will get to meet him. I cant afford a trip to see him. If I could afford any trip I would go see my mom. And they live in opposite directions and I'm in the middle.
And every time I talk to my mom I always learn more depressing news. I can hardly take any more bad news. She's still unemployed after the company she worked with for most of my life went under. She is barely getting by just like me. I would love to fly her up here but she has to take care of my aunt who can no longer care for herself after a stroke a few years ago. I just really miss my mom, it's been so long since I've seen her or really spent time with her and I want to tell her so much. One day Ill visit her hopefully.
These past few months have been rough. Money has been very tight for me. My account keeps over drafting so I just keep putting more into bank fees than my stomach. On top of necessary auto-pay bills I keep having sudden expenses come out of me. I'm hardly able to eat let alone take care of myself. I am just stuck in a really bad place in life right now.
I needed a few days off from the internet. I took time to edit and fight with every inconvenience to try to get holiday content done. After I finish this I'm going to try to get some done finally. *fingers crossed* As long as nothing else unexpected happens. I set so many high expectations for myself but I always end up failing myself more than I fail others.
Even my goals are starting to seem impossible because I cant dedicate enough time and energy to reach them right now.
Things will get better right?
Anyways, I am back from my hiatus, I am very sorry if I concerned anyone. Thank you for those who reached out to me. *hugs* Love you!
Kiss kiss meow!
Kitty <3 p="">3>
I've kept a lot to myself the past few months, I don't think it was or is healthy for me to just bottle it up like I have been. I also wanted to wait until I had some answers before I talked about somethings. I didn't want to sound sure of one thing and another happen instead.
To start, a few months ago I was in a wreck. There was a 3rd party involved that caused an accident between another vehicle and mine. No one was hurt, thankfully. My truck took most of the damage to the tire, so I thought. The other vehicle just needs new doors. Long story short after multiple shops working on my truck and me having to repetitively scream at my insurance that they have not fixed my truck, my truck is finally at a shop who knows what they are doing and now the insurance realizes the issues ARE IN FACT from the wreck. *rolls eyes* One day I'll talk about this little scam insurance companies have going on with slightly older vehicles.
Now the verdict is it will be in the shop until at least February, maybe much later since they have to special order my parts. After that Ill decide if I want to keep it or sale it even though I just dropped a new motor in it this year.
Also my half brother from my dad was just diagnosed with cancer and is finishing up his treatment. Crazy as this sounds, I've never met my half brother. I only found out about him later on in life. I had always hoped and wanted to meet him... But now he's gotten sick, I feel unsure if I will get to meet him. I cant afford a trip to see him. If I could afford any trip I would go see my mom. And they live in opposite directions and I'm in the middle.
And every time I talk to my mom I always learn more depressing news. I can hardly take any more bad news. She's still unemployed after the company she worked with for most of my life went under. She is barely getting by just like me. I would love to fly her up here but she has to take care of my aunt who can no longer care for herself after a stroke a few years ago. I just really miss my mom, it's been so long since I've seen her or really spent time with her and I want to tell her so much. One day Ill visit her hopefully.
These past few months have been rough. Money has been very tight for me. My account keeps over drafting so I just keep putting more into bank fees than my stomach. On top of necessary auto-pay bills I keep having sudden expenses come out of me. I'm hardly able to eat let alone take care of myself. I am just stuck in a really bad place in life right now.
I needed a few days off from the internet. I took time to edit and fight with every inconvenience to try to get holiday content done. After I finish this I'm going to try to get some done finally. *fingers crossed* As long as nothing else unexpected happens. I set so many high expectations for myself but I always end up failing myself more than I fail others.
Even my goals are starting to seem impossible because I cant dedicate enough time and energy to reach them right now.
Things will get better right?
Anyways, I am back from my hiatus, I am very sorry if I concerned anyone. Thank you for those who reached out to me. *hugs* Love you!
Kiss kiss meow!
Kitty <3 p="">3>
Monday, October 22, 2018
Kitty Mail!
I know my PO box address is listed in a few places but I am going to make it easier this way from now on.
Kitty Moon
PO Box 616
Englewood, CO
80151
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