What position do you like to see the most?
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Monday, June 19, 2017
[#POLL] What position do you like seeing the most?
Running a poll, feel free to leave your answers in the comments section if you have other ideas, preferences or suggestions. All relative comments are appreciated, please leave out any negativity, this is just a poll.
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Monday, June 5, 2017
Dark Places
So much has gone on and I haven't even really talked about it. Just all my misfortune. I feel miserable. It puts my mind in a dark place. I get tired of always having the crappy end of the stick. Its hard to stay out of those dark places when your alone. There's no one to pull you out, your mind keeps sinking even when you get closer to the surface.
No matter how hard I try I feel like I am always knocked backwards. Nothing works out as planned, I always end with set backs in life. It's a fact I learned a very long time ago. Often times I wonder why I keep repeating lesson in life over and over. Unwillingly. I can never get out of the cycle. I really think about that when my mind is in a dark place.
I have really bad health. Because of that I have no degrees, no diplomas, no good usable work history, no government assistance, no family for 1500 miles but they wont or cant help anyways. I have nothing. Nothing but rent, bills, and bad health. Some weeks I make nothing, some weeks I can make some money by online sex work, some weeks I can make hundreds off of rare parts from cars I work on or strip down to nothing.
Unfortunately, with $2k rent prices here, utilities, and medical bills it gets very hard to afford ANYTHING else. Even worse when your health is so messed up you have to have a specific diet that costs more than what people spend on food. I am thankful for those who send me gifts containing toys and lingerie. I am thankful for those who buy a video or two from me.
I don't sale my videos for a grand haha. Sometimes my online sex work doesn't pay the bills. I bust my ass working on cars as much as I can. It's something I know. It's something I can do without moving around or lifting much. And since I am self-employed I can work on my own time. Meaning I wont be fired for being late or having a sick day or week.
During the times I am sick it is much easier to sink in those dark places. Thoughts float in my head like "why do I try so hard to live when I will live my whole life mostly sick until I die?" or even the much darker thoughts like "I know it will affect, possibly even hurt my family and friends if they knew everything about my health and how it burdens me.". I am never detail specific with about 95% of my health to the people who know me.
You can imagine who I turn to when I am down and out of luck sinking in a dark place... No one.
That's a horrible way to live. Especially when you always feel cursed. Bad health + bad luck = very deep dark places. Thankfully I have a size extra small life vest. The only things that helps me float are my rescued fur babies. They depend on me, without me all the rehabilitation and effort to make them healthy and happy would be for nothing because without me they would probably die or be killed. They couldn't survive.
I was hoping writing this blog would help detract me. It has, enough. I'm in the shallows now. I just hope sleep will come easy when I lay down later. On another note I did pick up an old book of Edgar Allen Poe's work. At least those dark places I enjoy and willingly go to. I like dark and spooky, just not dark and depressing. I've always preferred to go to sleep scared rather than go to sleep sad. I should probably get something to eat. I have not not ate since yesterday evening. I have not had the time nor the appetite to eat today. At the same time its already after midnight, its almost 1am.
Tomorrow is another day, another dollar as they say. Work to live, live to work. I'm too broke from being sick and rent last week to not try to work tomorrow.
Kiss kiss meow!
No matter how hard I try I feel like I am always knocked backwards. Nothing works out as planned, I always end with set backs in life. It's a fact I learned a very long time ago. Often times I wonder why I keep repeating lesson in life over and over. Unwillingly. I can never get out of the cycle. I really think about that when my mind is in a dark place.
I have really bad health. Because of that I have no degrees, no diplomas, no good usable work history, no government assistance, no family for 1500 miles but they wont or cant help anyways. I have nothing. Nothing but rent, bills, and bad health. Some weeks I make nothing, some weeks I can make some money by online sex work, some weeks I can make hundreds off of rare parts from cars I work on or strip down to nothing.
Unfortunately, with $2k rent prices here, utilities, and medical bills it gets very hard to afford ANYTHING else. Even worse when your health is so messed up you have to have a specific diet that costs more than what people spend on food. I am thankful for those who send me gifts containing toys and lingerie. I am thankful for those who buy a video or two from me.
I don't sale my videos for a grand haha. Sometimes my online sex work doesn't pay the bills. I bust my ass working on cars as much as I can. It's something I know. It's something I can do without moving around or lifting much. And since I am self-employed I can work on my own time. Meaning I wont be fired for being late or having a sick day or week.
During the times I am sick it is much easier to sink in those dark places. Thoughts float in my head like "why do I try so hard to live when I will live my whole life mostly sick until I die?" or even the much darker thoughts like "I know it will affect, possibly even hurt my family and friends if they knew everything about my health and how it burdens me.". I am never detail specific with about 95% of my health to the people who know me.
You can imagine who I turn to when I am down and out of luck sinking in a dark place... No one.
That's a horrible way to live. Especially when you always feel cursed. Bad health + bad luck = very deep dark places. Thankfully I have a size extra small life vest. The only things that helps me float are my rescued fur babies. They depend on me, without me all the rehabilitation and effort to make them healthy and happy would be for nothing because without me they would probably die or be killed. They couldn't survive.
I was hoping writing this blog would help detract me. It has, enough. I'm in the shallows now. I just hope sleep will come easy when I lay down later. On another note I did pick up an old book of Edgar Allen Poe's work. At least those dark places I enjoy and willingly go to. I like dark and spooky, just not dark and depressing. I've always preferred to go to sleep scared rather than go to sleep sad. I should probably get something to eat. I have not not ate since yesterday evening. I have not had the time nor the appetite to eat today. At the same time its already after midnight, its almost 1am.
Tomorrow is another day, another dollar as they say. Work to live, live to work. I'm too broke from being sick and rent last week to not try to work tomorrow.
Kiss kiss meow!
Sunday, June 4, 2017
Kitten Girl
⚠:::::DISCLAIMER::::::⚠
This is just a JOKE! All for FUN. If you do not like it then oh well, its not for you, do not bash me for it. I grew up with this song but never had I thought I would do this. 😹 I lack most musical skills so I'm sorry if this is horrible. To each his own, correct? If you like it let me know, maybe Ill do another one of my favorite song. Do not ever expect me to sing this, I do not have that talent. 😹 Again, please no hate. 😺
I got the original Barbie Girl song by Aqua stuck in my head so of course I had to remix it! I know the song is a bit raunchy on its own, but I wanted to add my own touch to the song. I could have kept this all to myself, and no one would ever know about it, but why hide it when the point of my blog is for the reader to get to know me including my stupid and silly moments. And no, this is not how my real life is, its a joke. I hope I do not regret this.
Kitten Girl - Parody by Kitty Moon
[Intro]
Hi Kitty
Hi John
Do you wanna go for a ride
Sure John
Jump on
[Hook]
I'm a kitten girl, in a human world
Life in bondage, its fantastic
You can smack my ass, punish me anywhere
Imagination, life is domination
Come on Kitty, let's get busy
[Verse 1]
I'm a nerd, kinky girl, in the fetish world
Dress me up, I'm so tight, I'm your kitten
I'm not a doll, rock'n'roll, feel the pleasure in black
Lick me here, smack me there, spanky spanky
[Bridge]
You can touch
You can play
If you pay
I'm never yours
[Hook]
I'm a kitten girl, in a human world
Life in bondage, its fantastic
You can smack my ass, punish me anywhere
Imagination, life is domination
Come on Kitty, let's get busy
[Breakdown]
Come on Kitty, let's get busy
Ah, ah, ah, yeah
Come on Kitty, let's get busy
Oh, ooo, oh
Come on Kitty, let's get busy
Ah, ah, ah, yeah
Come on Kitty, let's get busy
Oh, ooo, oh
[Verse 2] I DID NOT CHANGE THIS VERSE AT ALL!!!! Its too perfect!
Make me walk, make me talk, do whatever you please
I can act like a star, I can beg on my knees
Come jump in, bimbo friend, let us do it again
Hit the town, fool around, let's go party
[Bridge]
You can touch
You can play
If you pay
I'm never yours
You can touch
You can play
If you pay
I'm never yours
[Breakdown]
Come on Kitty, let's get busy
Ah, ah, ah, yeah
Come on Kitty, let's get busy
Oh, ooo, oh
Come on Kitty, let's get busy
Ah, ah, ah, yeah
Come on Kitty, let's get busy
Oh, ooo, oh
[Hook]
I'm a kitten girl, in a human world
Life in bondage, its fantastic
You can smack my ass, punish me anywhere
Imagination, life is domination
Come on Kitty, let's get busy
[Breakdown]
Come on Kitty, let's get busy
Ah, ah, ah, yeah
Come on Kitty, let's get busy
Oh, ooo, oh
Come on Kitty, let's get busy
Ah, ah, ah, yeah
Come on Kitty, let's get busy
Oh, ooo, oh
[Outro]
Oh, I'm having so much fun
Well Kitty, we're just getting started
Oh, Thank you John
....Its lame I know. Sorry, but not really sorry.
Kiss kiss meow!
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