Sunday, December 10, 2017

August Ames

  On the morning of December 5th 2017 August Ames, born as Mercedes Grabowski on August 23 1994, was found dead in her home. She was a Canadian-American pornstar, and from everything I have see she looked to be a rising star.

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  How did this happen? How can a beautiful adult star die so young? She took her own life. Suicide by hanging.

  Shortly before her death she was in the middle of a very heated battle on twitter. She was defending her own body and her own choices.

  It all started because she simply refused to work with a "crossover".

  But why did she refuse? The best way I can explain it is with this article: "HIV in the straight porn industry, the role of crossover stars"

  It was her body and it was her choice of who she worked with, she had every right to refuse just for the safety of her health.

  Although it is common for performers to refuse to work with "crossover" performers, her post had such a backlash many were attacking her for her personal choices. Including a fellow performer, Jaxton Wheeler, who on the morning she was found dead had tweeted to her:

Jaxton, I do not care if you did not intend to push her over the edge or influence her decision, it doesn't matter what you meant. You said some very harsh things, you are guilty, without a doubt, whether you were upset or not. Your words costs a life, you being upset does not matter now. You can't bring her back or change things. You now have to live with the fact you assisted her suicide along with many others who bullied her. 

  August Ames, should not have been treated so negatively for her choices about her body and who she lets in it. She should not have been bullied. Especially by a ton of low life cunts on Twitter! This was NEVER a subject about homophobia, it was the subject of a woman who refuses to fuck someone who she does not know if he has been recently tested. This was about health and safety in the work place. So all the people who wanted to turn this in to a homophobic topic can take seat, I have something to say, because look at what YOU did? You attacked and bullied someone over something else, over something so stupid that you can not even comprehend what you are arguing about. 

  These tweets along with many more happened over just a couple of short days before August made her last and final tweet to the internet and people who was taking part in bashing her over her choices. This was her final tweet before being found dead less than 24 hours after.

  Even though she cared about her health and concerned about her sexual wellness the care or concern was not great enough to defeat all the shaming she received, which resulted in her taking her own life. 

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  Twitter bullying, online bullying, slut shaming, all of it needs to STOP. Who are YOU to judge a girl who makes a living for herself, even if it uses her body. I see this terrible shit all the time. Camgirls and performers being bullied and treated harshly for our choices. I've seen BBW girls get fat shamed, I've seen black girls get mistreated just because of their skin color.
But people also do not realize it is also the black girls fucking gorgeous skin that glows exotically causing men to be speechless, and its the BBW confidence that out shines even the sun that has men drooling. Just because someone is not something everyone wants doesn't mean they should be treated like trash. So fuck all of the people who want to bully and degrade us just because we ARE on the internet. We are not on the internet for you to humiliate, if you want to humiliate us at least do it in a professional (since humiliation is a fetish) manner, contact us before hand to discuss the humiliation in a nice normal way before hand, then pay us for wasting our time and making us feel bad when we could be dealing with people who make us feel good.

  Women, men, anyone on the internet is not your's to judge or mistreat as you feel. The internet is still a community, be nice to your community. Hate, shaming and bullying does not belong anywhere in this world, so please stop bullying!

  Stop hiding behind your keyboards, stop shaming women for what they do. In fact, stop shaming PEOPLE. Stop bullying. Remember the saying, if you have nothing nice to say don't say anything at all? Well, people need to live by it and if they choose to live just to bash people then maybe they are the ones who should invest in a cyanide pill, sooner than later before they cause other innocent souls to come to an end far too soon.

  And to those who don't stoop so low to bully others to make yourself feel better:
  You are wonderful, thank you for not being harsh in this cruel world, please continue to be a beautiful person. I love you, we all do, for not being those negatives in our lives, thank you. 

 If I find out another beautiful performer/model/entertainer in the adult industry is being shamed for their choices I will (virtually, not in real life) hunt the bully down myself and make them suffer for the pain they inflected on others. So with that said, ladies & gents if you are ever being shammed or bullied, please let me know. I will gladly help, it's better than seeing another young soul take their own life. 

August Ames, I do hope some light will come from your demise. Whether those responsible are held accountable or to hopefully prevent something like this happening from someone else. I'm sorry you were treated so badly. Maybe where ever you are now you are experiencing a world without hate. May you rest in peace. 

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 I hope, in some way, this blog makes a point to at least one person to please stop bulling, please stop shaming. If all else let this blog be a reminder of a beautiful woman who took her life way too early all because some people did not agree with her refusing to sleep with someone. (how is that right in the first place to bully someone for NOT sleeping with some one???)


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Monday, November 20, 2017

Christmas (Requested)

I was asked daily for the longest time by someone to put something like this out so any wishlist or anything is easy to get to in one spot for Christmas... Lets just hope he isn't wasting my time. I know I have 1 or 2 wonderful people who will probably send me a gift (and I will gift them in return of course) but I honestly don't expect a whole lot.

Side note, if you want to see me unbox something for Christmas on video (it will be a free vid) feel free to send me a gift!

Here is (hopefully) all of the info needed to send gifts. I'm not picky at all so I am really easy to please. A gift card to King Soopers is even nice lol.

Where to send:
Kitty Moon
PO Box 616
Englewood, CO

For digital gifts like Google Wallet or Amazon GC:

To send money:$KittyMoon
(ABSOLUTELY No Venmo or PayPal)


Fund Me - Content Items
Adult Toys
Sexy Things To Wear
Home, Health, & Beauty
Photography Gear
Treats I Can Have
Nerdy Stuffs
Spoil My Fur Babies!!! - Feed My Lingerie Fetish!

Crystal Delights - Butt Stuffs

Lola Shoetique - because I have no shoes... size 10

Secrets In Lace - Stockings


Bad Dragon - Because I love fantasies too

Hot Topic - I like their accessories & underwear lol - Seriously, feed my lingerie fetish!

Kitten's Playpen - Pet Play Gear

Victoria's Secret - Because I never shop there


Best Buy

Joann - Got to get supplies some how

Exotic Nutrition - Got to spoil my babies too


iPod touch (blue) with "Imagine" engraved

Bookshelf - I kind of need 2..

I'm really open to anything. :)

Hope this gets someone off my back and they really are sending me a gift ;) lol

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Tuesday, August 15, 2017

Small Update Aka Stressed Out

I've been sick again. Getting over it still. Been in and out of the doctor's office this past week, different meds, different tests, its been hell. Despite all that I have been working on new content. (Thank god I look normal on the outside #InvisibleDisease #FuckMyLifeImUsingHashtagsInMyBlogToBeSarcasticKillMeLOL) I'm just not sure if that is slowing my recovery. I have to keep at it. I have to make money.

Money is tight. With my truck having a blow head gasket still, high ass rent prices, storage in my home town, many other bills, and a ton of doctor's expenses. Money has been very tight. And it sucks. It's not helping with my stress that's for sure.

I've been pretty depressed lately. Just because all I can really do is make content to try to make money or lay in bed because of how miserable I physically feel from everything going on with my health. Not to mention bad news from back home. Things aren't going very well with my family. My aunt has been in the hospital and had surgery. That's the most I'm going to say.

I need to make a trip there to see my mom and aunt, and hopefully empty out the storage unit I have there. I'm tired of paying monthly on that unit. They keep raising the prices on me too. I can't afford that unit anymore but I have many valuable belongings in there.

I'm busting my ass making content as it is, but I have been racking my brain trying to figure out how I can make more money a bit faster. I've thought about camming, but really after trying to cam many times in the past I really really really don't want to cam. And I don't know if I have the energy to cam and still make content.

And it's not like I have someone who can help me out. Even the doctor I saw recommended I stay with someone for the time being because of the state of my health. I need to lessen my burdens. Easier said than done. I have extremely high rent because of the city I am in. I refuse to leave. I love it here. I've tried living elsewhere in country. Can't help it once I've returned for the 3rd time. I am more me here. I am happier here.

I am just very very financially stressed. I have no one to help relieve that stress. I barely even have anyone to have a face to face conversation about how I feel. This blog is the best I got. I really have no one. I don't even really have a shoulder to cry on. The people I do know IRL, I don't think they care enough about me to hear me out.

I always get treated pretty shitty when I try to talk about how I feel, emotionally and physically. I'm used to people not caring. I just hate when everyone expects me to care when they don't. People are selfish. I wish I grew up to be selfish. I wish I was more of a bitch. Even recently I had someone, whom I thought was a friend, fuck me over.

You really don't see people's true colors until they are walking all over you...

I have someone else who just keeps trying to kind of pressure me into things I don't really want to do for extra work, but financially I might, because I really need the money. I just feel like if I do what I am pressured to do then I am letting myself down and basically disrespecting myself for going against what I feel is right.  But... Money... I really need it. 

I wish somehow a ton of money fell from the sky so I could just pay my bills and rent for a few months in advance so I can not stress as much and focus more on fun awesome content, not focus on what things can I do to make money... And how much respect for myself will I loose in the process. 

I can't really go to a strip club, I am far from physically capable to do anything like that. I already push myself really freaking hard as it is. Normal jobs are still a no-go simply because my health is too unpredictable so I have never ever held down a job in my life since the health stuff started getting bad when I was 14. I've worked but never lasted.

Here I am on my own during a very tough battle with my health, no transportation, living alone, self-employed, zero help from the government, no way to even go to or from junk yards to do my parts work, and treated like shit by those who said they were their for me or are my friend.

Friends don't treat friends like shit. Friends don't make up stupid ass excuses just to get what they want. Friends return favors. Friends don't abuse friend's trust. Friends don't take friends for granted.

Here I am, a loner. With only the internet to console me. With only people I know on the internet to listen (I mean read) to what I have to say (type) but even then I still withhold so much of the crappy details of my shitty  life.

I am very thankful to have my internet buddies. They do mean a lot to me. They are sweet and caring, not to mention very supportive. They make me feel like I'm a normal girl, even just for a little while. I wouldn't be anywhere without them. I just wish everyone was like that in real life, not just those I know online.

I really wish money was not such an issue... Why is it so hard to live normally when your health is not normal? I guess for now I will just keep at what I am doing now and hope that one day luck will find its way to me.

Kiss kiss meow!

Wednesday, August 2, 2017

Taking a (very) short break

TL;DR? Summery: Literally, just a few days. I will be online, but not filming.
My body needs rest. I should be back to filming this weekend

So the past few weeks I have been going hard. Non-stop. With my truck being down, repairing it, and trying to get my ManyVids to take off more. It's really wearing me out. I tweaked my shoulder again, so it is really hurting me right now. I need to give it and myself a break before I break myself.

Also with how many videos I have been producing lately I have really let my room become a mess. I do have plenty of videos to upload for weeks, really. If I stick to my Wed & Sat upload schedule I can probably last about two months without running out of videos.

Anyways, back to the room I film it. So it's a big mess. You can't tell because everything stays behind the camera. Seriously... I finally got some organization stuff so I want to get in there to go through everything to make it as organized as can be. I can not tell you how hard it is to find the right stockings when I have so many! Same for panties and everything else. I even keep miss placing my toys. Over the next few days I will be (carefully, as too not strain my shoulder any more) organizing the film room.

I can not stop doing everything since I still have bills to pay so I will still be doing my IRL work. There is so much I have to do, like try to get stuff together for my truck so I can drive again or yard work because I rent so I can not let the yard go un-managed for too long. It's just I won't be filming for a few days, It will not be for too long. Ill rest from today to the 5th or 6th, then on the 5th or 6th I will film some. Then around the 8th to the 14th I will not be filming for other reasons. Then back to filming often after that.

While I'm taking those days off I will be online. I will also be spending some time prepping for the videos I will be producing soon. I have many items I need to gather for a few ideas so I need to get them for finishing touches. I do have a wishlist for items I need to go towards certain videos. Even though some of the uses for each item is kept secret so every one can have good surprises when the content comes out. If you wish to contribute to help support the production of my videos and help me gather the items I need quicker you can check out the wishlist by clicking here.
**Any contributors WILL receive unboxing/first use content made with the item or have the option to receive the content that is planned to be made with that item when the content has been made (could be a little while for some content).**

Again, I will STILL upload videos to my ManyVids regularly on Wednesdays & Saturdays, so make sure to check back often. I will also try to spend more time blogging here... Keep an eye out on the MV Blog for one of my blogs! And the MV Gear contest. I will post the contest on my twitter as soon as its active.

Follow me on twitter for the quickest updates on when I will be filming. Because if I feel like filming Ill tweet that I'm about to film like usual. I'll be on twitter as well.
Follow me: @_KittyMoon

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Tuesday, August 1, 2017

The one deity you should worship

noun: deity; plural noun: deities
   a god or goddess (in a polytheistic religion). "a deity of ancient Greece"   synonyms: god, goddess, divine being, supreme being, divinity, immortal;
  • divine status, quality, or nature. "a ruler driven by delusions of deity"
  • the creator and supreme being (in a monotheistic religion such as Christianity). noun: Deity; noun: the Deity
  • a representation of a god or goddess, such as a statue or carving.

Before I get into detail I want to give a disclaimer. I am not telling you or others to drop their religion/spiritual beliefs to worship another. I am simply telling you one deity you CAN worship while still practicing your current religion/spiritual beliefs.

Hopefully you may have read my last blog "On the shore of the ocean of beliefs", otherwise this might not make a whole lot of sense. I will be referring back to the previous blog often so make sure to check it out if you get a bit lost.

So as I talked about before there are people out there who use religion and spiritual beliefs as a way to get attention. Some will convert and pray to a god in hopes the god will bless them with the notoriety and prosperity they seek. Some use religions and spiritualities as an aesthetic on social media to gain followers. Some will often change beliefs regularly just for the trending aspect of those beliefs. 

All to receive attention and some sort of fame from others instead of working hard to earn it themselves. That's not how it works. Religion is not meant for those purposes. If you want your fame your not going to get it by publicly posting about you religion. You can practice the religion or spirituality that you feel is right in your heart for you while giving attention to the deity I am about to tell you about. You can do both, and you could possibly attain that fame you seek.

There is a deity that you can worship that will allow you to achieve your dreams, goals, and even popularity if that is what you seek. This deity is beyond powerful, more powerful than any other out there. The deity is neither evil or good, it is literally how YOU perceive the deity to be. This deity is rarely spoken about as a god/goddess. It is such an ignored deity that is should be a crime how much people don't pay it any mind. The deity I speak of is absolutely amazing, very unique. This deity is truly 1 in 7.5B people, that's how unique. 

Who am I talking about you ask? Is it that unimportant that you don't even know where I'm going with this? Or do you know who I am talking about but just reading to see how this pans out? I can't give you the exact name of the deity, but I can say one thing. 

The deity is one's self... You. Are. Your. Own. Deity.... As I am my own deity. It's not a sin in any religion to believe in yourself (if it is considered a sin in one religion then that's just terrible) as well as the god(s)/goddess(es) you believe in, worship, and follow. Have you ever once seen yourself as a being with divine nature? Do you never look at yourself and go "I am amazing. I can do anything."? Or even during something you feel is impossible do think to yourself "If I can just get past this one thing then I will be happy.", and you get past that one thing... Have you ever realized you created your own blessings, miracles, answers to prayers, and luck? 

Even when I was in church so long ago I was taught that the Christian "god" will never give you a task you can not handle and that he doesn't always intervene. If that's the case how did all those good things happen to you after such low points in your life? Because you made it happen. Not a god. Not anyone else. YOU. You are your own deity, you are your own creator of your future.

If you wake up one day, put on your favorite clothes with confidence, and you carry that confidence with you no matter what, others will perceive you as an amazing confident person surrounded with positivity. If you wake up one day, pissed the fuck off at the world everyone will feel that anger then get frustrated for no reason and you would only create more negativity in and for yourself.

If you tell yourself you can do anything, 99% of the time you can do anything. Almost like 'The Little Engine That Could' with the "I think I can, I think I can..." then next thing you know, you can and are doing what you set your mind too. 

The key is, not to be arrogant about it. Others will try to convince people they are the best in the world. It's not about that. It's about making your dreams come true. It is also about remembering everyone else is their own deity as well, so you can't force people to leave their personal deity behind to worship you. That is more or less abuse of your divine status. And just flat out wrong. If you see yourself as a god or goddess respect your other human gods and goddesses, do not get arrogant or egotistical.

As for me, it was not until recently I truly discovered this. Since I have started to respect myself and to care or worship myself more I have noticed a MAJOR change in my life. I have so much more confidence. I can look at myself in the mirror now and think "damn, I look good." Not only do I have confidence, I also have more happiness and peace. I'm achieving more of my goals. I'm completing projects I've wanted to do for months. I am very happy with my work while still growing to learn more. 

I have put myself, my likes, and my desires first, so much so now anything feels possible. It felt impossible trying to compare or compete with others, or to even try to follow other peoples demands. I 'worship' myself and I can feel the power in me to take on anything. I even have more people approach me online and IRL just because I "have a ethereal glow surrounding me" from what one person said to me. 

I've carried this positivity around with me for a few weeks and I can not explain the many small bursts of luck I have attained with this positivity. From being gifted free books at a book store, to free and big discounts on vintage clothing from a boutique I will now forever go to. I even found two wallets in one day (I returned one since I saw the person near by and I am about to mail the other one since they have not contacted me through a found ad I posted.)

You really do create your luck. You do not have to broadcast who you worship or believe for likes when you can just be more confident in yourself and stay true to yourself. People love and feed off of confidence. Be yourself, praise yourself, pray to yourself, worship yourself, love yourself and others will follow. Do not try to be like everyone else. Stop trying so hard to follow trends to get noticed. Be yourself and people will probably start to crawl to you. 

Lol I know I have a few 'followers/fans/friends' who enjoy me for being myself and not trying to be like the others, and I am so thankful for them that often times I feel I owe them, so often times I do spoil them a little bit. (You can be spoiled too if you checked out my ManyVids for FREE vids, make sure to leave reviews for more treats... yes I know this is a shameless self-plug but hey, I make my own future, does not mean I cant promote myself lol) Even though most people in the sex work/adult industry demand you spoil them, it's not just about someone getting off to content. It's also about the people who follow you for who you are as well. So even if you and them see you as a god/goddess it does not mean you can take advantage.

Don't be cocky and arrogant. Stay humble, but remember you are the creator of your future.

(Photo of me by me in 2016, please ask before use)

Maybe my next blog will be about how I "worship" myself and how you can worship yourself too be the best deity for yourself that you can be. "Before you turn the camera on" does include some of the tips. Just remember, you don't always have to do a gods work, but you can do your own work and make something out of yourself and future.

Kiss kiss meow!

On the shore of the ocean of beliefs

I'm breaking rules, my own rules. I know I always said there were two things I wouldn't ever really talk about: religion and politics. Yet here I am breaking that rule as today's topic will be religion, or the fake practice of spiritual beliefs to gain attention.

Since my truck is down and I don't have much transportation I have been spending a bit more time online. Lately I have been coming across a few people I once followed online on social media announcing their new convergence to a different religion/spiritual belief. I'm all cool with that. I'm open to all religions and everyone having their own opinions on religion even though I don't have set beliefs tied to one single religion as I was taught (plus self-taught) about most of the religions in the world. I never found one category I fell in completely, so I have my own beliefs.

This is not what this is about...

My issue isn't with them changing religions. My issue is their reason for them changing their religions. From what I have seen I would say about 75% of the time they are converting just for selfish reasons. One person I am speaking about has converted to the religion of the person they are obsessed with in hopes to get closer to that person and have more in common with them. Not because they feel in their heart that its a religion for them or that they even see the religion as the one true religion in their eyes.

Another example I've seen is people converting in hopes that prayer, worship, and everything else they do tied to the religion/beliefs will allow them to attain the notoriety and prosperity that they so deeply desire. They want to take the lazy way out by depending on an invisible deity to do the work for them to make them their fame. They will not work for it themselves, they just pray (more like beg) to their deity for the "handout" of which they ask for. They often believe just saying its their belief will persuade the deity to take notice.

This next example is one that is worse the the above examples. The worst of the worse. The most selfish, lazy, disrespectful reasons to claim ties to a religion. That example is when someone constantly changes their beliefs based on trends and popularity. They don't care about the religion or spirituality. They don't care about those who DO take the religion/spiritual beliefs seriously. They use religion as if its a designer handbag. Always trying to talk about it on social media, always using those hashtags or keywords for more likes when IRL they don't even do a percentage of the things related to the religion that they say do.

There are even people who often change their "beliefs" just to fit the trends. Or those who claim to believe one thing yet shortly after claim to believe another thing that goes completely against their previous claim. One example is someone who claimed to be non-God believing Atheist also claims a week later to be a Satanist. One of the most common myths to Christians is that Atheist believe/worship Satan when in fact most Atheist who do not believe there is a God also do not believe there is a Satan since Satan is the "evil rival" to God. You can not claim one thing then shortly after claim another when its as conflicting as it is.

I'm seeing it more and more lately. Why its bothersome to me is people stopped taking religion seriously. Now people are either extremist or fake. Religion isn't what is used to be, and that's a problem. Even though religion isn't taken seriously anymore we as humans are reverting back to being super judgmental on different religions mainly because of the extremists and the fakes.

I fear that in a short time all religions will just be a joke or the cause of a lot of pain or even both at the same time. Religions are loosing their value and meanings. It's terrible. All because people go about them the wrong way.

There is a right way to follow your religion/belief while gain the fame with spirituality like you desire so badly without abusing your religion. Just no one seems to want to do it. There is so much more to it. Its simple but yet so complex (apparently) most people wouldn't even think of it.

My next blog will talk about how to gain your fame with spiritual beliefs. Stay tuned because that is next. Like really, next, right after this blog I will start on the next one.

Here are some pretty photos I took of the ocean last year

(Photo by me in 2016, please ask before use)

Kiss kiss meow!

Monday, July 17, 2017

Before you turn the camera on

You spent days planning out your content, you want it to be perfect, more so than your last. You put hours into what will be a 30 minute video or a few dozen photos. Of course perfect content means a lot of planning before hand, but is planning all you're doing? You pick out your clothes, your make up, hair style, etc. You spend forever cleaning your area where you're going to be creative. You take so much time to prep your lingerie, toys, and camera. How could you be forgetting anything? What are you missing?

Well, did you pamper yourself? No, I don't mean go out to get your hair and nails done at a salon. What I mean is, before you get glammed up for the camera are you treating yourself to some simple at home pampering to help your body relax and to look your best? I usually stick to a routine before I start creating content. Before I get into details I will admit if you knew what to look for you can tell in some of my videos and photos if I pampered myself before or not. Pampering yourself can make a huge difference!

I usually have everything planned out a day or two before I turn my camera on to get started. This way the hours leading up getting creative I have plenty of time to indulge. I start off with either my favorite herbal teas or natural energy drinks. Once in the bathroom I pull my hair up in a tight bun, throw on a hairband to keep the baby hair out of my face then start slapping on my healing clay mask. I run a nice hot, but not to hot bath, I pour in my favorite body wash for bubble bath. I put on my favorite lo-fi hip hop mix, strip off my clothes (most likely while dancing to the mix and trying to avoid getting my mask on the clothes because I always forget to put the mask on after I get naked) then I begin to lower myself in the bathtub.

Once I am in the bathtub I usually take a few minutes to relax and soak before I get to pampering, normally I take this time to mentally note things for what I will be doing that day. Sometime after soaking in the bath, I begin feet first. I give myself a quick pedi then I work my way up using a gentle scrub on my legs before shaving. After my legs I actually skip the most intimate part for now but continue my way up until I am at my face and I remove my mask. When I'm done with all that I drain the bathtub while I shave the intimate part nice and carefully before I turn the shower on so I can use my body wash to do a final cleaning all over. My routine usually doesn't end there. I do things like post-shave care, moisturizing my body, and so on. I continue to pamper myself until there is pretty much no pampering left to do. I wrap myself up in a towel, robe, sometimes blanket, then I begin on the hair and make up (eyeliner lol) at this point. I'm pretty sure I don't have to go into much more detail.

Pampering oneself in a spa like manner does not have to be impossible like it sounds. Its really freaking easy, cheap, and work it in the end. Many places have good cheap masks you can buy. Even if you do not have a bathtub you can still do everything in the shower (just be more careful about how much water you run) just take different steps or figure out different methods that would work for you. It does not matter if you do what I do exactly, all that matters is you indulge every inch of your body before you turn that camera on. You will feel better, your skin will look and feel great. Even getting glammed up will be easier for you.

Always take the time for yourself. Always spoil, pamper, and treat yourself well. You may not notice it but it can be noticeable to some or even affect the outcome of your content. Its a well known concept that taking care to pamper yourself before a performance will help you perform better. Also like secretly wearing ultra sexy lingerie under your clothes at work boosts your confidence.

Call me old fashioned but I believe women (and men) should pamper themselves and make themselves feel sexy as often as possible, for themselves, not just for others! So remember, before you turn the camera on, make sure you pamper yourself and your body before anything else. Even if you can not see a dramatic change I bet you will feel better.

Here are some pics for you to enjoy!


Kiss kiss meow!

Thursday, July 13, 2017


Workation - Blend of work +‎ vacation

workation (plural workations)

  1. vacation that combines business and leisure.

See also: bleisure

Bleisure - Blend of business +‎ leisure
bleisure (uncountable)

  1. (colloquial) Travel or another activity that combines business and leisure.

What do those words mean for me? Means I can kind of enjoy a vacation place while working. In simple terms I can go stay at a nice vacation spot and during my stay I will film a lot of smut for kinky fuckers like you and me to enjoy. 

I want to find a hotel that towers over the city. Rooms that are practically windows looking out to the skyline. On floors so high up there is no one to look into those windows. I want to stay in a hotel like that so I can play with myself while enjoying the view and giving you amazing views of my body and the world beyond the glass.

I want to find a private winter mountain retreat with no close by neighbors. Have a balcony that peers over the foot hills. With a hot tub or hot spring I can enjoy outdoors alone. I want to stay somewhere like that so I can be outdoors, enjoying nature while enjoying and further exploring myself. With the camera along for you to enjoy as well.

Those are just examples of some of the things I want to do. It's just not easy for me to do. Things like that take money, time and planning. I have time and planning, but no money. I'm hoping to slowly save up for a "workation" trip. I do plan to stay within a day's driving distance so I dont have to worry about flights or anything. But city and mountain prices are not cheap lol. 

I will probably talk about this more and more over time. It's something I really want to enjoy. I enjoyed filming while I was traveling Florida but I did not have anything really to film with. No lingerie. No toys. No real privacy. I had to be quiet too. I barely had internet since it was not like I could just go home and upload it later that week. I had shitty internet to deal with. It was a mess, in my opinion. (Some people still enjoy those vids. They are "Hotel Shower Play" and "Cozy vacation solo" if you want to check them out)

This time I want to plan and prepare more. These trips will be exclusively for content creating. I plan to do multiple videos of different aspects or fetishes, along with photo sets. I want to make use of all of the space so I want to do a lot. It will be me filming the entire time almost. I have thought about stretching it out to a few days instead of like a day or two, so I can have more time and wont have to rush. It all depends on price per night at where ever I find. The cheaper it is the longer I will stay, the longer I stay the more I can create.

I am setting up a savings account that I will be transferring money to fund these workations into. This will fund the hotel/cabin stay, gas for travel if needed, maybe food, candles maybe, or lingerie. It all depends on where I end up picking. I know minimum will be $500, with prices here.

I will be accepting donations for these workations too. Everyone who specifically contributes to the fund will receive some or all content created. Currently I have an option in my shop to contribute to the fund. I will be working on this some but I do consider this a more VIP package. You will get all content created plus more. Ill give more detail late but you can get an idea by checking out "Fund a weekend getaway" in my shop.

Its 1am. I will leave it at that for now. Ill update again soon. Goodnight!

Kiss kiss meow!

(Photo by me in 2016, please ask before use)

Tuesday, July 4, 2017

Determination and dedication

Hard work is one thing. Determination & dedication is another. 

I think I spent most of my life working hard. Just never 100% determined or dedicated. Now, in 2017, that is all changing for me. I did work hard on all my content before. But honestly, I didn't put much dedication in to my content until mid last year while moving around.

I am now dedicating more time and effort into my content and the quality of the content. I am also more determined now than ever to get myself and my content out there for a number of reasons. I enjoy making content. I enjoy it even more when I get to be more creative with it. Before it was pretty much just me cumming while recording. Now its a bit more detailed than that.

The determination comes in because I have so much going on, and sometimes I am not able to do anything but lay in bed. On those days that I can't do anything, I can't even work. Money tends to get tight at times. Having health problems makes those tight times a but more unbearable. It makes getting meds or things I need to feel better very hard.

If I can just work towards creating a more stable income then that means those days that I can't get out of bed won't be as unbearable. I won't worry so much about how I will pay for my meds and stuff. It will also give me the freedom to take off from RL work just to produce more content.

I want to spend more time putting together outfits, props, and so much more with my content. I have so many ideas but only until recently I have felt like maybe I can make this all work somehow. I can't even count how many different things I want to try out, there are just so many!

With ManyVids I now feel like I have more opportunities to do what I want to do with my content. It is far from paying the bills right now, but it's a start. So as long as I can keep my MV store growing then I think I will be able to produce more and more awesome projects. Yes, projects, not just the usual porn stuffs. Entertaining, seductive, and captivating projects that are both pleasing to the buyer and to those guessing what the full length videos will captivate.

Again, I can't stress enough how determined I am to make my ideas real. Normally I can't achieve 100% but now its all or nothing!

If I can even be just 10% as creative as I want to be then I can promise you that so many wonderful things are in store for the future of Kitty Moon. If you want to follow me in my journey then please stay tuned!

"How can I help?" you ask. Well keep reading and you will learn so many different ways to help!

Buying videos
One simple way is just to buy my videos. This way you can help me while getting something to help you in return. You can go to to check out all my available videos. You can also contact me directly to buy my videos if you don't have a MV account or anything. I do also have some videos on but honestly its easier the first two ways mentioned. I do have a number of promo codes scattered about so look around for them. And when you do buy, chances are you will also be sent a promo code for your future purchases. 

Leave feedback
On MV it helps the girl (guy, trans, or producer... depends on who you are buying from) when members leave feedback on videos. In my store I do offer a few FREE videos. So you can download some of my videos for 100% free, and with MV its 100% free to join, no credit card needed unless if you try getting a vid that is not for free. 

A lot of my profits relying on having myself out there for more to see. I can only do so much on my own. If you have a twitter, instagram, tumblr, etc. You can easily just share my links, shop, tweets, etc. 

Leaving ❤s
On MV if you look by the profile picture, in the about me, near the titles of videos, and by photos you will see an empty heart like this: ♡. Some of the MV scoring is based on how many ❤s she gets on her profile and content. The more, the better.

Fund me
I also have a fund me set up for a content project I am working on. On MV you can also donate to my Fund Me to help me get closer to my goal, and yes you get stuff in return. I also have a wishlist of items I want/need for future projects. So if you want you can gift me some of the things I need. And I will also send you stuff in return as a thank you. 

Yes, another MV service, I know you may not have an account, but seriously you should. MV is very versatile with what I can offer. One service is the Membership option. You can get instant access to my 49 (at the time of writing this blog I have 50 vids total, one is my samples) videos plus my new videos when they are added to my store during your membership. The membership is much cheaper than purchasing each video individually. And since you are amazing and reading my blog I have made a special promo code for you to use when you purchase my membership to save even more! Mis2857

Of course the obvious one, and honestly not my favorite because I rather offer something in return. Some people prefer this method so I will list it. I do have a GiftRocket and so you can contribute that way. Tips are also an option on MV.  

Cheer me on
My favorite method. Cheering me on. Just comment or message me, let me know you are there cheering me on! It makes my day every time someone tells me I'm doing good and they enjoy seeing me online. 

There are many ways for you to show your support or to give your help, these are just a few ways. I want to thank you for taking the time to read this and for following me in my journey if that is what you are doing. There is so much more to come! Please stick around.

Kiss kiss meow!

Monday, June 19, 2017

[#POLL] What position do you like seeing the most?

Running a poll, feel free to leave your answers in the comments section if you have other ideas, preferences or suggestions. All relative comments are appreciated, please leave out any negativity, this is just a poll.

What position do you like to see the most?
Girl on top
Girl on bottom
Anything POV
comment with other options
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Kiss kiss meow!